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Beginning and telling the truth
Posted On 04/11/2010 10:35:15 by maidnikki

i just wanted to open up a bit here, in saying that i really do not know what to write. Maybe i should describe my maid side a little. It has only been about two years ago that i really did come out and admitted to myself what i really wanted to be. Being a slut maid feels so right and it is so hard to explain why.  After speaking to both Mistresses and Masters on the net i really do know where i belong and what i should be doing with my life as often as i can.  Can anyone explain to me why i want to serve and to be used by someone else?  As long as i can remember (evens as a child) i have wanted to serve, it seems so strange. i know that the next step will be to find the courage to meet an owner and to begin my service to them. I feel that serving another is the reason why i am here. i like to be told what to do, i like to be punished if i don’t please, yet in my general life i have always hated being told what to do and avoided punishment at all cost. It seems that every time i put my maid head on that i change into a hardworking, obedient and respectful little girl that just wants to please.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, i will keep this blog updated.

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From: maidnikki
23/11/2010 16:12:06

Thank
you for your comments. It is really nice to hear from others that feel the same
as I do, it is nice to know that I am not alone. I know that I do not have that
second personality; I could never be that evil to any woman, though I would
love to be treated in that way. You are so correct in what you said about
drawing pleasure from seeing others happy, their pleasure does give me so
much pleasure. 

From: nicolethemaid
17/11/2010 22:36:23

I can't tell from where this feeling comes and what causes it, but I know i feel about the same.

In my "normal" life with my wife I'm a network administrator, and for some reason people like to call me "master". I never see myself as one, since my colleges are all friend of mine and never my slaves.

But sometimes in the evenings together with my wife, I find myself being really evil to her by letting her do all the chores over and over again just to tell her then she's unworthy of being my maid. It almost feels like a seecond personality.

On the other hand, when I play (play is probably the wrong word, since I completely lose myself in my role as maid and really be one) the maid and my wife the mistress, I love to work for her. In our roleplays as well as in real life, I love to serve her. She's my one and only and deserves every kind of comfort. That's also the story how we came to the whole maid-related subjects.

Back to the story now: Well, I love to do every kind of work for her. No matter if she shows respect to me as her maid by placing a kiss on my cheek or whiping my back as punishment, I always know it's my mistress' way to show me her love.

Back again, I believe we like to serve others because we also draw pleasure from seing others happy. Just think about it, I'm sure you smile when you think about all the work you did for your master or mistress; the punishment you had to suffer for your mistakes...and in the end it's all for your master's/mistress' pleasure...and therefore yours

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